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Back or not…

Hi guys!

After not writing for almost a month, I’m back, I guess. Hehe. Anyway, before I went on break last Nov. 20, I could almost tell that a not-so-very-good event’s gonna happen, and yes, I was SOOOO right.

Been reading multiply updates from colleagues and I’m not enjoying the content. It seems that the office scene has become too emotional and chaotic than it ever had. Our account is currently undergoing the “D” word. Downsizing. WTF? Some will be transferred to other accounts, some will be retained in the account, and some, well, I’m not even sure. It’s hard to transition from a non-voice account to a voice account. From what I heard, HR’s been doing interviews to evaluate if the person is qualified.

I feel sad in a way, not for myself, but for my colleagues. I guess, I’m taking this situation as a sign that it’s time for me to move on.

I’m not even hoping to be retained, nor it crossed my mind that our ever-so-good-in-communicating TEAM MANAGER ever picks me, as me and my group in the office once had an issue with him. Well, there’s no issue, if he hadn’t taken it personally. What a power tripper.

I’ve been told that he was the one doing the picking. I say, how can he know who to pick when he doesn’t even talk to his people? All he does is sit in his station, and surf the net for what sites??? I’m guessing, PORN. I’m also guessing that he’s  abusing the use of the Spark Messenger with his ever-so-USER BOSS, our account’s OPERATIONS’ MANAGER, together with the OM’s ever-so-loyal-plastic sidekick who keeps sending company policies in our ever so limited mailbox and whatnot.

I hope he gets to read this!!!

I know you guys hate hate blogs, but I really hate him!!!

Hey, PAUL, fck you!

More updates on next time.

Repost: cycle

i believe that anything that gets broken, though you tried your best to fix it, and make it new again, it still is broken. You may hide the marks etc., but the fact is, it’s broken, it has been and it’ll always be forever broken. Would you settle for something that’s been broken, when you know you can get something new? It’s always a choice. But then there’s this thought, would you trade something that’s been with you for almost the entirety of your life for something new and unknown to you? The answer depends. If it’s trust that’s been broken, the always broken part applies. These questions make life complicated. Gosh…
So, this ends my not so clear blog.


OO, ikaw. (SC)

If you’re reading this, FY ka!

Tanggalin daw ba ang yahoomail

at ang deezer

at ang kahit ano!!!

Ikaw kaya ang magtrabaho sa account namin ng walang music at kahit ano kundi yung lang at yung mga walang kasaya sayang Web site? Leche!

Naiirita ako.

Ang galing mong tu-miming. Nov 1, na dapat wala kami ngayon sa office pero andito kami ngayon. E bakit mo pinalusot ang yahoomail noon, tapos bigla mong tatanggalin?

FY ka talaga! Panira ka ng araw!

O ako lang ang tinanggalan mo???

Kilala ba kita ha?

O isa ka sa (ayoko na magsalita, leche)


About the above post…

I’m just pissed off. Yep, company policy, na walang im, mails etc, eh ang akin lang, bakit super hindi naman naka surfcontrol yung mga yun dati? Anu ba, nakakaloko sila ah. Ngayon, holiday andito kami sa office at anu, boringgggg!!! Garrr talaga kung sinu man ang nagutos!!! E pati yung music site na pinupuntahan ko tinanggal din!!! I’m sorry nakakairita lang talaga.


At wag ka po magcomment kung kontra ka. Hehehe.


Naiirita ako, that’s all I can say. May isang taong napapainit ng ulo ko tuwing nakikita ko. Wahaha. Hindi po ito si L dahil wala na ako pakialam kay L.


Yay! My 100th post in WP

Hmm. What is there to talk about?


Prison Break Season 3 just premiered last Monday in the states. When kaya dito? Thanks Joyx (my YM buddy from time to time) for telling me about it. Sigh…

Anyway, I’m watching it right now while editing and while blogging. Oh, great, I’m practicing my multi-tasking skill. Teehee. For people who can’t wait to see it click this link. But you must not be on dial-up if you want to enjoy it ’cause Veoh is kinda slow sometimes. And I’m not sure about youtube ’cause I did try to watch the season 2 finale but it was cut into just 20 mins from the original 40 + minutes of the last episode.

Heroes, according to Joyx will start on the 26th and not the 24th.

Last Wednesday, I got to chat with my so-called twin sis Abzturr (again, I’m not using real names here) from LA. I’m happy that she’s only a year a way in completing her degree. I’m proud of you TS. I’m not sure though if you’d be able to read this because I plan to keep it anonymous. Only 6 people I personally know know about this blog. Two co-workers and 4 long time friends.

Last night my mom had her weekly massage, so I asked her if I could also get a massage. And boy oh boy, it was good. Slept like a baby after the session. 😀 Thanks Sis F for the massage.

Near the end.

To kind of end this post and to end some of my future posts, I’ve decided to include a random question thingy each time I finish an entry.


“When was the last time you did something for the first time?”


The last time I did something for the first time?

Got out of my mom’s womb? Kidding. Let me see, well the last time I did something for the first time was last Aug 19. I love to cook but it was my first time to make blueberry cheesecake ( I’ll try to post a picture soon and I hope I’d get to do it again). Yummy. You might say that my answer’s “corny” but there’s something memorable with that experience. Tee hee. Oh well…

Now I am ending my 100th post.


Til later.

MOOD: Pissed

with that BITCH!!!

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