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i believe that anything that gets broken, though you tried your best to fix it, and make it new again, it still is broken. You may hide the marks etc., but the fact is, it’s broken, it has been and it’ll always be forever broken. Would you settle for something that’s been broken, when you know you can get something new? It’s always a choice. But then there’s this thought, would you trade something that’s been with you for almost the entirety of your life for something new and unknown to you? The answer depends. If it’s trust that’s been broken, the always broken part applies. These questions make life complicated. Gosh…
So, this ends my not so clear blog.

I miss st.scho…

 

Not that I’m bragging about my school, there’s nothing to brag about. I’m just missing my school. Hay, I miss st. Scho. I miss my friends. Iba talaga ang mundo sa labas ng school. It’s what they call the REAL WORLD. Ano ba ang meron sa Real World na to at hindi ko siya gusto?

Sometimes, I just want to go back to la-la land, pero wala na ko magagawa, eto yung gusto ko mangyari nung bata pa ko, makatapos para hindi na magaral, dahil tinatamad ako magaral. Mali pala ko. Mas mahirap pa pala ang buhay pagkatapos magaral. Mas malaking responsibility. Nalulungkot ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Mahal na mahal ko ang school na yon, dahil kasi, safe ang feeling ko kapag andun ako. Gustong-gusto ko pumapasok. Iba ang pagpapalakad nila. Pampered kami, pero hindi nila nakakalimutan na ipaalam samin na may iba pang mundo bukod sa mundong alam namin kapag nasa loob kami ng school.

hay, paikot ikot ang post ko, basta miss ko yung school at mga tao na andun. Miss ko din ang uniform at ang canteen, ang library at ang Pergola.

About the pic, ako ung nasa far right. Buhaghag ang buhok ko nun. hehe. That was taken sa Burgundy, after ng last grad practice namin. B-day kasi ni Ma-myx yun.

End.

First time…

TAGGED.

Thanks to sis Chuva for tagging me. Ganito pala yung tag na sinasabi. And because it’s my first time to be tagged, might as well na karirin ko na ang mga sagot ko.

Here’s the challenge.
Seven Truths About Eitheryousinkorswim

Hmm.

#1

I’m not a morning person. Usually, I’m very cranky during the wake-up hours, which is 5:30 AM for me. My shift starts at 9 AM, so I need to be out of the house and on my way to work at around 7 AM because I don’t want to piss my self with the Gil-Puyat-corner-Ayala-Ave traffic. Teehee.

#2

I cry easily. From movies to books to stories, to just listening to sad songs and to whatever, expect me to cry (dapat nakakaiyak ha). I remember watching The Notebook, iyak ako kay Noah. And mas naiyak ako when I read the book. Super iyak talaga.

#3

Just because I cry easily doesn’t mean na iyakan nalang lagi. I also laugh easily. Corny jokes? Benta sakin yun. Mababaw nga daw ang kaligayahan ko eh.

#4

I love Music. Di ata ako makakapagtrabaho ng maayos dito sa office kapag sinurf control nila ang mga sites na pwede mag play ng music. For sure imbyerna ako nun kapag wala ako napakinggang songs sa buong shift ko. Mostly old school rock, alternative, etc. Halos lahat trup ko. Pero hindi ko talaga gusto and rap. Yun lang.

#5

I love to cram. I work better when I cram. Pagprepared kasi ako mashado, mas lalo ako nawawala. Bad noh. Pero I hate it when other people cram, gusto ko ako lang (selfish eh).

#6

I’m not perfect. Tao lang ako na nagkakamali din. Ayoko dun sa mga conceited at mataas ang tingin sa sarili. Wahaha. Off topic.

#7

Kung si sis chuva ay street smart, ako ang kabaliktaran niya. Tanga ako sa kalsada. Lagi ako may kasama tuwing umaalis. Or kaya ko mag isa kung isang sakayan or dalawa lang yung pupuntahan ko.  Now that you know, pwede niyo na ko iligaw, joke.

at mag tag daw ng 7 so eto… 

Tag, you’re it:

Dru

pretty sis brath

Dj Robin

Tintin Sendy

jon cabron

joanjoyce

Ambo

So that’s it. End of my first ever tag.

on sonatas…

I’m currently listening to Beethoven’s Piano Sonata no. 8.

I’m not really into classical music, but I do have my own favorites. One is Pachabel’s Canon in D major and recently, got hooked with Piano Sonata no. 8 in C minor.

Here’s the story of why I did.

Last September (I think), I sprained my ankle, and so I did a dvd marathon of Korean movies. One particular movie caught my eye. It’s titled The Classic. Loved it at the beginning because Canon in D was being played in the background. Although the movie was suuuper long (for me, that is), it made me remember things (again). I didn’t know that the piece I loved to play in my small casio lighting keyboard was the piano sonata no. 8.  So while hearing it played by the main character, I had flashbacks of my childhood. Well, that’s about it.

Been feeling depressed lately, well not lately, but since yesterday. You know, you’re just sad for no reason at all.