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I love the rain.

I love it

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I hate summer.

Makes me dizzy.

My name and his name…

My name 

You entered: xxxxxxxx xxxxxx xxxx xxxxxx  There are 24 letters in your name.
Those 24 letters total to 92
There are 12 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form. The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.
In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced. You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don’t want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

His Name:

You entered: xxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxxx There are 24 letters in your name.
Those 24 letters total to 122
There are 12 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.  

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.
If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 4

A Soul Urge number of 4 means:
With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.
The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don’t be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

Hmm. I know this one’s hard to read.

Anyway, I got this from Malenwho I used to call sis chuva, and is named adamarlin in my blogroll. Teehee. Curiosity bit me, so I decided to try it for myself. I clicked the link she provided and entered my name first, and then got the result. Hmm, 12 vowels and 12 consonants. I was thinking, wow, I bet my parents did not figure that out. I decided to enter the BF’s name. Cool, 12 vowels and 12 consonants as well. I don’t know about you things like this makes me happy.  Another shallow moment, I guess. Hmm, I must admit, I do believe in things like fate, destiny and words synonymous with such. Sorry, I’m getting too cheesy here.  Well, let the inner cheesy stuff show, people. 🙂

And also, to those who are starbucks planner addicts, you might also get a hold of the Belle de jour 2008 Power planner. I already ordered mine. I haven’t started with the Starbucks planner yet, maybe tomorrow. I miss my favorite fraps, peppermint mocha and strawberries and cream.

Anyway, have a great week everyone. 🙂

Repost: cycle

i believe that anything that gets broken, though you tried your best to fix it, and make it new again, it still is broken. You may hide the marks etc., but the fact is, it’s broken, it has been and it’ll always be forever broken. Would you settle for something that’s been broken, when you know you can get something new? It’s always a choice. But then there’s this thought, would you trade something that’s been with you for almost the entirety of your life for something new and unknown to you? The answer depends. If it’s trust that’s been broken, the always broken part applies. These questions make life complicated. Gosh…
So, this ends my not so clear blog.

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Today is L‘s last day here in the office.  No comment.

November 1 and 2.

Stuck in the office and because of that, I didn’t get to visit my dad in Laguna. How heartless can this company get?

I get pissed off whenever I recieve this Announcement E-mail from the company. Well, especially whenever a holiday thingy is announced. The letter would sometimes state what kind of holiday pay we would be getting. At the end of every e-mail, there’s this phrase, *It’s business as usual for operations.

Well, to hell with that phrase!

American corporation? Parang ginagamit lang ata nila tayo eh. It seems like mas sila ang nagbebenefit, kesa tayo ang mag benefit. Since andito sila sa Pinas, they should follow kung ano ang meron dito. Hindi yung sila ang masusunod. Kung holiday dito, dapat walang work. Like Nov. 1 and 2. Kasi siguro, hindi nila pinapahalagahan ang mga ganung bagay katulad natin dito sa Pilipinas.

And just an advanced shoutout, I’ll be here in the office on Christmas Day and New Year’s day. Wow, talaga. That’s the downside of working for a BPO, I guess.

It’s not about the holiday pay e. It’s more of the moments with the family and friends na nawawala. Napaka unfair.

Medyo na fifeel ko na kuripot sa benefits dito. Hmm, what about the healthcard? Eh, hindi naman ako naoospital e, so lugi ako. 500,000 ba kamo? Eh, hindi ko nga nagamit yung card ko for a year na. Hmm, nagamit ko siya once lang. Dahil wala lang ako magawa non, kaya nagpaconsult ako, kahit wala naman ako sakit.

Don’t get me wrong, I love the company that I’m working for, may mga hindi lang talaga ako maintindihan. Yung environment is super okay. But the pay? I’m not speaking for myself but for everyone na din. Yung pay ( in our account)… NO COMMENT.

Yes, okay ang environment, at yung healthcard compared sa ibang BPOs. Pero what about the money incentives? Sa ibang company, nakakalunod.

The only money incentive everyone is looking forward to (at least in my account, not sure with the other accounts)  is the X’mas bonus and the other one bonus that I can’t mention. Other than that, wala na. We don’t even have a mid-year bonus.

Yung friend ko, they have, kahit hindi ganon kaganda ang salary.


I thought I was over this office crap, pero hindi pa pala. I can’t help but rant about it, but I do am thankful that my salary is a bit higher than the minimum wage. Sigh.

Performance-based daw? Or ass-kissing based?

Well, I don’t have anything to say about ass kissers, buhay nila yun. May mga binubuhay sila, so kailangan nilang kumapit sa patalim.

For One More Day

If you love Mitch Albom’s books, you might love his new one.

The title is For One More Day. Just saw it at teh fullybookedonline.

Here’s what it’s about:

About The Book
Mitch Albom mesmerized readers around the world with his number one New York Times bestsellers, The Five People You Meet in Heaven and Tuesdays with Morrie. Now he returns with a beautiful, haunting novel about the family we love and the chances we miss.

For One More Day is the story of a mother and a son, and a relationship that covers a lifetime and beyond. It explores the question: What would you do if you could spend one more day with a lost loved one?

As a child, Charley “Chick” Benetto was told by his father, “You can be a mama’s boy or a daddy’s boy, but you can’t be both.” So he chooses his father, only to see the man disappear when Charley is on the verge of adolescence.

Decades later, Charley is a broken man. His life has been crumbled by alcohol and regret. He loses his job. He leaves his family. He hits bottom after discovering his only daughter has shut him out of her wedding. And he decides to take his own life.

He makes a midnight ride to his small hometown, with plans to do himself in. But upon failing even to do that, he staggers back to his old house, only to make an astonishing discovery. His mother – who died eight years earlier – is still living there, and welcomes him home as if nothing ever happened.

What follows is the one “ordinary” day so many of us yearn for, a chance to make good with a lost parent, to explain the family secrets, and to seek forgiveness. Somewhere between this life and the next, Charley learns the astonishing things he never knew about his mother and her sacrifices. And he tries, with her tender guidance, to put the crumbled pieces of his life back together.

Through Albom’s inspiring characters and masterful storytelling, readers will newly appreciate those whom they love – and may have thought they’d lost – in their own lives. For One More Day is a book for anyone in a family, and will be cherished by Albom’s millions of fans worldwide.

I might get it one of these days. Hmm. Sis joan and ambo you might want to read it as well. 🙂

I miss st.scho…


Not that I’m bragging about my school, there’s nothing to brag about. I’m just missing my school. Hay, I miss st. Scho. I miss my friends. Iba talaga ang mundo sa labas ng school. It’s what they call the REAL WORLD. Ano ba ang meron sa Real World na to at hindi ko siya gusto?

Sometimes, I just want to go back to la-la land, pero wala na ko magagawa, eto yung gusto ko mangyari nung bata pa ko, makatapos para hindi na magaral, dahil tinatamad ako magaral. Mali pala ko. Mas mahirap pa pala ang buhay pagkatapos magaral. Mas malaking responsibility. Nalulungkot ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Mahal na mahal ko ang school na yon, dahil kasi, safe ang feeling ko kapag andun ako. Gustong-gusto ko pumapasok. Iba ang pagpapalakad nila. Pampered kami, pero hindi nila nakakalimutan na ipaalam samin na may iba pang mundo bukod sa mundong alam namin kapag nasa loob kami ng school.

hay, paikot ikot ang post ko, basta miss ko yung school at mga tao na andun. Miss ko din ang uniform at ang canteen, ang library at ang Pergola.

About the pic, ako ung nasa far right. Buhaghag ang buhok ko nun. hehe. That was taken sa Burgundy, after ng last grad practice namin. B-day kasi ni Ma-myx yun.


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